Empty

I am finally getting to a point where idagf anymore about my job. I will keep doing my job as best as I can because of our clients but nothing more. I won’t go under and above. I will just do what’s expected of me and that’s it. Nothing more. Nothing less. I am tired […]

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Dread

I dread about my work. I feel done.

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alone but not

One thing that really sucks after you fight with the person you love the most is that you don’t communicate after a fight.. sure.. we’ll talk but not communicate.. it gets so lonely. all you want to do is to reach out to the person you love the most but she won’t pick up and […]

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Sorry.

I am sorry if I hurted you by saying something stupid. I am.. .. I am sorry for saying it. I did realize it immeadetly what I said was wrong.. .. I texted you and said I am sorry. You wanted an public apologize. I gave you one. It was sincere, I am sorry if […]

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Week-end

It’s soon the end of the workweek and I am looking forward to the weekend. It will be nice to spend more time for myself and work on what I like. It will also be nice to spend more time with the people I love. I am looking forward to it. Just 8h left.. I […]

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Now

Today has been a mediocre day.. Slept mediocre, work was mediocre, nervous, worked out, gaming went bad, didn’t get so much time to talk to Cypress.. I didn’t get the option agreement either today.. Frustrating about that.. I just want it to get done. I have never had more at my plate than now then […]

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New in

I am feeling tremendously am out of stress from work recently. It’s hard to go or walk without thinking about work these days. It’s just too much at the moment. But also too much corporate bs that’s happening. I don’t like how our firm is managed either. I am not feeling well from this and […]

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Some

Today had been a good day. I got done with two annual reports. That was nice to relax my mind off. But it is still much i need to do. I am constantly stressed I feel and it’s hard to enjoy life itself when you work. Especially where I work.. I don’t like where I […]

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My mind

Right now I have very much on my mind. I feel it’s stuffed up and I regret not sharing my thoughts earlier. What’s back on my mind is my job, my potential side-income idea, and corona virus which affect me and Cypress. Let’s break it down in three. For my job I have gotten way […]

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Much in my mind and back

So lately I haven’t blogged at all. I felt the blogging helped me out and I didn’t need to write anything more. However, that has changed these days. I feel much is on my mind and I have trouble sleeping in whereas before I slept relatively quickly. So because of that I will go back […]

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